BEING TOGETHER.

*continuation of Best friends*

So I did what he told me to do.....I went to Angela before dismissal time. "Angela!" I screamed from the teachers table to the back of the classroom, she turned around and I ran going to her. Once I got there, I immediately asked "Who's Ronaldo's crush?" she just smiled at me and started looking for Ronaldo, when she spotted him, she gave him a smile and started mouthing "Should I tell her..." and Ronaldo just nodded his head in agreement. Angela smiled at me, held my shoulder, took a deep breath and said "YOU" *cue intro of the phantom of the opera* my heart started beating so fast, I couldn't count how many beats there was in a second, I don't know what I felt that moment, my emotions were literally fucking with me. Ronaldo, the boy that I've liked since the 5th grade, has a crush on me. It was mental. I finally reacted after 5 minutes of hurting myself to see if I was dreaming or what. "What? Are you fucking with me right now Angela, cause I'm going to kill you!" she laughed at me and said "No, he told me weeks ago, that he likes you so much" wow that "so much" part is going to haunt me in my sleep "since when?" I asked out of confusion "Since summer of 6th grade" WELL HOLD THE FUCK UP. I seriously thought I was going to have a cardiac arrest on the spot. I didn't react anymore, I just walked slowly, still in shock back to my seat. While I was fixing my things, getting ready to go home, someone tapped my shoulder.....well guess who it was. ...yes it was him, he tapped my shoulder and said "So do you know who's the girl that I like?" I just smiled at him and said "Yeah, I finally know who she was!" he smirked and said "who is it then?" I don't know what to say, I can't say "me!" it sounds so wrong, but it isn't wrong because it was the truth so I said "Angela said, that you like me" and then he gave me a big smile, pinched my cheeks and said "Yes, I do like you! but promise me one thing? don't avoid me ok?" I nodded my head and gave him a soft smile. So, after that, I grabbed my bag and went straight out of the classroom, while I was walking, he called out my name and said "Bye! see you tomorrow! Take care alright?" I smiled and replied "Sure! Bye, you too ok?" and walked away.

When I got home, I go online and saw a message......wey hey it was from Ronaldo.
"Hi Crush! :)"  oh so he's calling me that now is he....It wasn't long conversation that night on FB message because it was a weekday and I don't really go online when there's school so I immediately go offline

So everyday since his big confession, he wouldn't take his eyes off me, and he's always greeting me, making me smile, making me laugh, and he always makes me feel beautiful every single day which is amazing. Before when I was in grade school, I was in need of being rescued from all the things I have done wrong and really needed a hero to make me feel better, well, in that moment......HE'S BEING MY HERO. 

Until one day.......that day.....when a girl's dream of the guy that they like falling in love with them.......well, that dream became a reality for me. That day when he told me, HE LOVES ME.


Yes, Ronaldo loves me! he 1st said it online which is a bit disappointing because it bothers me when some boys confess their feelings to a girl online. But, ever since he told me "I love you" he says that to me every single day at school.

*I think this part will piss the fuck out of all of you...*
I think every girls dreams is to be in a Relationship with the person that they like right? and they will say "YES" if the person that they like asked them to be "HIS GIRLFRIEND" well.....in my reality, I rejected him  because I feel like I wasn't ready to be in a real relationship yet and I am telling you, that one simple "NO" changed my whole life and my status with him when I reached 2nd year Highschool.  (we'll get to that on the next posts)

I thought that "NO" of mine will change his feelings towards me but....he just took that as a challenge, to prove to me that he will do everything for me no matter what happens, that he will love me until the end, that he will be with me always. This is what he said when I rejected him......

"I WILL WAIT FOR YOU NO MATTER WHAT HAPPENS I PROMISE"

I changed the font size because I wanted to emphasize it, because you guys don't know how much that sentence haunts me so much right now. He promised me that! no matter what happens. I BELIEVE THAT PROMISES ARE MADE TO BE KEPT NOT TO BE BROKEN.