I thought he will stick up to what he promised. But, I can't just blame him, I blame myself too. If I wasn't so harsh to him through out the whole entire school year, he wouldn't get up and leave. But he proved to me, he was strong enough to face me in my worst times and he can handle me in my worst moods, he proved to me that he will be there always even in my worst days. So, through out the whole 1st year of my highschool, our feelings are MUTUAL. We've agreed on that. I haven't said I love you to him back, because I was still pretty confused. I thought anytime that year he will get up and leave, but NO, he continued proving to me that he was the right ONE for me. He made me believe that his promise will be a promise that he will never ever break. At the end of the school year, I know he's worth it.
Summer of 1st year Highschool.
For me, this was the worst summer of my life. His Promise "I will wait for you no matter what Happens"........HE BROKE IT. He gave up on me, he stood up, he finally said to himself "I can't do this anymore" and left. I was crying so hard, that night I can't even breathe properly. I was planning to tell him that HE WAS THE ONE, that I am ready to be in a RELATIONSHIP with him. But, he had enough of it. He told me one thing though "even though I am not courting you anymore, please don't forget that I loved you, I still love you and I will always love you!" *cue song I will always love you by Whitney Houston* I love him so much and I understand why he already gave up on me. I was one hard to get son of a bitch. Before school started.....I was nervous of what will happen between the two of us.
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