PLOT TWIST I

"Thank you for the best 2 years of my life......" 

That was actually my last post about him, if you will recall. I thought that our time will only limit for two years, but fortunately, I was wrong.....

The story ended when I was in 2nd year highschool and I didn't elaborate more on the part where he left me hanging but I ended the story with a thank you to him. Well, even though he went on a different life with another girl, he still made me happier than I could ever imagine and I feel like he deserves a thank you for everything and besides.......I still trust him. (surprise motherfucker) 

Recital 2015; March 1 2015
(Yes, until now we're still together) 

Summer of 2013

Well, summer of 2013 was months of pent up emotions and very blurry days but I'll try to remember everything just to clear it all. So I'll start the story by saying that I was very proud of myself to say that I am finally moved on for every bullshit that happened to me during my Sophomore years. (well, not fully, I'm still a weak son of a bitch who loved a boy way too much but I'm trying) anyways I still had fun more than the days that the wound and lie was still fresh, well technically it was still a little fresh but you know what I mean. During the start of summer, I tried talking to him just to clear things out of the way for the two of us. If I'm not getting back with him then I might as well be friends with him and I just can't kick him out of my life, I can't do that to people, I love him and he means more than everything to me. I want him to stay in my life, even if it's just friends.  But anyways, during our first few weeks of vacation, our conversation was a bit different than usual. He keeps on teasing me, he keeps on annoying me and he keeps on blabbing about things that really bugs me out and to be honest he's being this little son of a bitch that tries to annoy everyone around him and because of that, I decided to stop talking to him because I feel like I'm trying way to hard to get that closure again but he's just not that interested. A few months pass, I started talking to my internet friend Ate Trisha Padlan and we constantly video chat every night and talks about the most random of things. When may finally reached I started downloading series that really got me going until 4 am (to be honest, I always finish all episodes of any kind of series everyday) one night, it was about 11:26 in the evening and I was checking my facebook to see if there's something that I miss the whole day. As I was about to log off, someone messaged me..........well, you guessed it, it was Ronaldo. My heart started beating so fast that made me think

"I thought you're over him already, why are you blushing, you shouldn't be blushing, gieanne stop it"  

I opened his message and it said 

"Hi bestfriend! I miss you :("  

Oh ronaldo, my ever so sweet and surprisingly-i-couldn't-forget-about, Ronaldo. He was my everything and you can't blame me for not being able to move on that quick. I was denying my feelings for him that time, I keep on telling myself that everything about us is over........but my heart was still trying, trying to keep my feelings for him locked up inside. Oh and I can already feel that my heart is winning. Damn you heart. I replied to him and said "Uy bestfriend! Hi, how are you? I miss you more" and yes I really do miss him. So very much. I was in denial. I thought I finally moved on but no........I still love him, so much more than I did before and I wanted him to know that.

After that night, everything changed........he started talking to me everyday, every night. We would talk for hours and we would still have a lot of topics to talk about. Our old conversations came back, his sweetness is still there and of course his care for me never went away.  I almost thought that there's still chance for the two of us. But I didn't expect, I just kept going with the flow. Some nights when we say good night, the two of us will space in a very cheeky "love you" or "ily" or maybe even "i love you bestfriend" just to end the night with a smile.

*to be continued*