PLOT TWIST I

"Thank you for the best 2 years of my life......" 

That was actually my last post about him, if you will recall. I thought that our time will only limit for two years, but fortunately, I was wrong.....

The story ended when I was in 2nd year highschool and I didn't elaborate more on the part where he left me hanging but I ended the story with a thank you to him. Well, even though he went on a different life with another girl, he still made me happier than I could ever imagine and I feel like he deserves a thank you for everything and besides.......I still trust him. (surprise motherfucker) 

Recital 2015; March 1 2015
(Yes, until now we're still together) 

Summer of 2013

Well, summer of 2013 was months of pent up emotions and very blurry days but I'll try to remember everything just to clear it all. So I'll start the story by saying that I was very proud of myself to say that I am finally moved on for every bullshit that happened to me during my Sophomore years. (well, not fully, I'm still a weak son of a bitch who loved a boy way too much but I'm trying) anyways I still had fun more than the days that the wound and lie was still fresh, well technically it was still a little fresh but you know what I mean. During the start of summer, I tried talking to him just to clear things out of the way for the two of us. If I'm not getting back with him then I might as well be friends with him and I just can't kick him out of my life, I can't do that to people, I love him and he means more than everything to me. I want him to stay in my life, even if it's just friends.  But anyways, during our first few weeks of vacation, our conversation was a bit different than usual. He keeps on teasing me, he keeps on annoying me and he keeps on blabbing about things that really bugs me out and to be honest he's being this little son of a bitch that tries to annoy everyone around him and because of that, I decided to stop talking to him because I feel like I'm trying way to hard to get that closure again but he's just not that interested. A few months pass, I started talking to my internet friend Ate Trisha Padlan and we constantly video chat every night and talks about the most random of things. When may finally reached I started downloading series that really got me going until 4 am (to be honest, I always finish all episodes of any kind of series everyday) one night, it was about 11:26 in the evening and I was checking my facebook to see if there's something that I miss the whole day. As I was about to log off, someone messaged me..........well, you guessed it, it was Ronaldo. My heart started beating so fast that made me think

"I thought you're over him already, why are you blushing, you shouldn't be blushing, gieanne stop it"  

I opened his message and it said 

"Hi bestfriend! I miss you :("  

Oh ronaldo, my ever so sweet and surprisingly-i-couldn't-forget-about, Ronaldo. He was my everything and you can't blame me for not being able to move on that quick. I was denying my feelings for him that time, I keep on telling myself that everything about us is over........but my heart was still trying, trying to keep my feelings for him locked up inside. Oh and I can already feel that my heart is winning. Damn you heart. I replied to him and said "Uy bestfriend! Hi, how are you? I miss you more" and yes I really do miss him. So very much. I was in denial. I thought I finally moved on but no........I still love him, so much more than I did before and I wanted him to know that.

After that night, everything changed........he started talking to me everyday, every night. We would talk for hours and we would still have a lot of topics to talk about. Our old conversations came back, his sweetness is still there and of course his care for me never went away.  I almost thought that there's still chance for the two of us. But I didn't expect, I just kept going with the flow. Some nights when we say good night, the two of us will space in a very cheeky "love you" or "ily" or maybe even "i love you bestfriend" just to end the night with a smile.

*to be continued* 

It's been a while.

I haven't posted in a long time here. To be honest a lot of shit went down ever since I last posted in here. I don't know if I can enumerate them all but hey, it's worth the try. Anyways I already turned 16 last September 3rd. 

Oh yeah, remember my story about my "bestfriend" who I fell in love with then we split up after 2 years of being "MU"

we got back together. 

So anyways, Hi I'm back to writing blog post. 

It's christmas vacation right now and I don't know what to post anymore because I can't simply put everything that happened to me the past 1 year here. Relationships worked. Family problems occurred and grades got high......and getting higher. (I hope) but after 3 months I'm heading off to college (sad life) I don't know if I'm ready for it though but I hope that I can pass any of the following: 

University of Sto Tomas (BS accountancy)

Ateneo De Manila University (International Studies and Diplomacy)

University of the Philippines (BS accountancy)

Pamantasan ng Lungsod ng Maynila (BS accountancy) 

So basically.....I want to finish accounting and then will head off to Law School to become a Corporate Attorney 

I don't know what else to say though. It's 11:49 pm and I'm not functioning very well already so yeah. See you soon. 

FEELS

I haven't posted for like, a week? I'm so sorry, I've been busy and tired these past few days. You see, I am part of the student council of our school, and we're required to go to school for a week and 3 days to prepare everything for this incoming school year, which will start on June 13th of 2013. So yeah, I'm so sorry but hey, I'll try to make this post worth while.

So, this past few days I've been very very happy! 1st of all, 3 of my favorite actors in one concert. I mean come on, Lea Salonga, Sierra Boggess and Ramin Karimloo on one stage, performing different varieties of songs every night. *starts to fangirl* My thespian heart is starting to break omg.

Well anyways, in the world of "Fandoms" (if you don't know what fandoms are, you probably live at the end of the rainbow, it is no where to be seen) But for your understanding, this is my interpretation of what fandoms are "Fandoms are like black holes in space......you can never go out! as in never!" or it is what I like to call "The Point of no Return" so yeah, there are many explanations of what "Fandoms" are and that was my interpretation. I had unhealthy obsessions with so many celebrities, singers or whatevs. The 1st one was Tom Felton from Harry Potter, the next is Greyson Chance, the other one was Seth Macfarlane (idk he's funny and insulting at the same time) Eddie Redmayne and One Direction (until now) and being part of a fandom, we have OTP's (one true pair) it is where two persons that people think looks good together or used to describe as perfect couples. (eg; Larry, Narry, Dramione, Drarry...etc) So I'll be talking about my SHIP! and it's not related to One Direction or Harry Potter.....It's a ship that not so many people will know!

RIERRA. 

(Ramin Karimloo and Sierra Boggess)

I know that Ramin is already married and happy with 2 kids and Sierra is already engaged to his finacee Tam Mutu, but I just can't stop shipping the two of them. I guess their great chemistry on and off stage is absolutely incredible, it's hard not to pair those two up. 

I've started shipping them when I saw The 25th Anniversary of Phantom of the Opera held in The Royal Albert Hall, so I decided to search some of their interviews on youtube and I just kept on smiling when I see the two of them, just being them! The friendship that they have is so amazing, it's so hard not to doubt if they're a couple or what (for those who's not aware) 

So, I watched one interview where they're talking about "Love never Dies" and by the end of the video, while Sierra was laughing, Ramin just randomly hugged her tight and kissed her on the forehead, and they stayed like that for I don't know, until the end of the video? but anyways, It's just so cute and I want to cry because they're so sweet to each other. 

And there was one other interview of Ramin, where the interviewer asked "Do you miss Sierra?" and he's like "All the time.....we write letters.....It's not a case of wanting to work with her anymore, I DON'T WANT TO......I NEED TO!" *feels feels feels aslhglkahglkhglkhakgkahglakghl* 

So yeah, and I notice that Ramin kisses her cheeks, hands and forehead a lot, so yeah but I don't know, I just can't stop shipping the two of them! I totally respect Ramin's marriage, his wife is so so so so beautiful and he already has 2 amazing kids. I know Sierra is happily engaged to the lovely Tam Mutu who is also a great actor. I know Ramin and Sierra are both happy with their Relationships, but I JUST CAN'T STOP SHIPPING THEM. THE FRIENDSHIP THAT THEY HAVE IS INCOMPARABLE. 

and know, they are going to be part of the 4Stars Concert and I guess the two of them haven't seen each other for so long, that now....that they are united once more, they are INSEPARABLE. It's just so cute. It makes me so happy, seeing the two of them being happy and loving what they are doing! 

So yeah! I have so many things I wanted to add, but I'm just going to start fangirling again and it's already late. I have to go to sleep. lol ok I'm just going to end this post with random pictures of Ramin and Sierra. Good night! <3 

"You'll be my Phantom, Now and Always! x" -Sierra Boggess to Ramin Karimloo

Why I love Éponine Thenardier

Remember my last post about "Passions" and then I mentioned that I have a burning desire to play the role of Éponine Thenardier from Les Miserables? It's because I feel like this character's life is really close to my reality. 

I am not saying that my mom and dad are like hers and I am not saying that they have a illegitimate daughter, like Cosette but, what I mean to say is that, we sometimes connect? yeah, I know Éponine is a character and it's weird to say that you are close to a character, but I sometimes feel her pain and sufferings in life and that's why I love her. In fact if I have a daughter in the future, I'd name her Éponine. I researched why her names is "Éponine" and I found out that it came from the name "Gaul Epponina" which is the wife of  "Julius Sabinus" who rebelled against the Roman Empire. Her name symbolizes great patriotism and virtue by protecting her husband for many years and choosing to die with him when he was finally captured. (well enough with the history, I just think it's really interesting where her name is adopted from) 

So, what made me love Éponine Thenardier? We have the same situations, when she grew up. She fell for her friend that is not even aware of what feeling she has for him. + the fact that she died for him in the barricade was really, brave of her, plus she's a girl. She's a teenage girl. She has a life ahead of her, instead she ends it, by saving a friend and a boy that she loves. 

She might have been a spoiled brat when she was a kid, but she became a person that everyone will love when she grew up. She became the kind of girl that will do good things for goodness sake. I've seen differences from the novel and the musical. But, Éponine looks more of a mess in the novel than in the musical. She has incomplete teeth in the novel and she drinks in the novel. And in the novel, she has siblings, including Gavroche, which is omitted in the musical. 

But anyways, what I really love about her, her death, sees the long-hold feeling she has for Marius. Victor Hugo, said that Éponine is like a parallel figure of Fantine and he sees her love and death as a typically operatic, a drawn-out farewell scene, with an aria kind of speech thingy exploring her feelings for Marius. As in Romantic Opera he said  "The dying Éponine recounts her long-held feeling of love for Marius, feelings she interprets as both moral and physical defects making her unworthy" when I read the book and watched the musical, I can see Éponine's pain, when he saw Marius, falling in love at 1st sight, with, at last she realized, the girl that she grew up with, her parent illegitimate daughter, Cosette. 

Plus Éponine is by far the most interesting Character in Victor Hugo's novel. I swear. Well, Enjolras is quite interesting too but, Éponine's still is the most unpredictable character I've ever encountered. 

When Éponine died, I cried. It's more emotional in the book, really emotional. It's goes like this: With her dying breath, Éponine confesses her love for him "and then, do you know, Monsieur Marius, I was a little in love with you" Éponine dies and Marius kisses her forehead as he had promised as a "gentle farewell to an unhappy soul"  A PERSON WHO WILL NOT BE EMOTIONAL AT THIS PART HAS NO SOUL. NO SOUL. 

Anyways, sending my love to Victor Hugo in heaven. Thank you for making this magnificent novel with such great characters. 

Éponine in Rue Plumet. 

(The Attack on Rue Plumet) 

Lea Salonga as Éponine 

(10th Anniversary of Les Miserables)

"I love him, but everyday I am learning, all my life I've only been pretending" 

- On my Own 

Passions

Sometimes being Passionate about something gives you such a wonderful feeling. I have many passions in life, but there's one passion that literally became the girl that many people know today....

My Passion for Singing 

It all started when I was still a very little girl, the 1st song I've ever sang is "Tomorrow" from the muscial Annie. Singing gives me such a rush, I don't know, I also dance but I've never felt this feeling when dancing. Everytime I go on stage and just do my thing, I feel so free and alive. I always say "This is what I'm meant to do, this is where I belong" *suddenly feels really emotional*

I always say to my mom that what I really want to do in life is be on stage and perform but she tells me "Performing is a hobby, not everyone is lucky enough to become really successful when it comes to performing" so, I'm not really sure what I'll be doing with myself when I'm in college. My 1st love when it comes to performing is the one and only Ms Lea Salonga. I remembered my 1st broadway show, and it was "Cinderella" Lea of course performed as Cinderella and it was beautiful, It was love at 1st site and the only thing that went to my mind is "What things shall I do to be on that stage? I'll do anything, under any circumstances" So, eventually I try my best to get involve in those kind of things. After that, I became really really hooked to west end and broadway musicals especially Les Miserables, Phantom of the Opera, Cats, Sound of Music, etc....I would memorize their songs and sing it out loud when I am alone.

In school, the class picked me to sing for "Concordia's Got Talent" it's a contest for Singing and Dancing. I was nervous at 1st but once I sang my song which is "Rolling in the Deep" I was so happy, the rush of adrenaline came spreading through out my body and from that moment, singing was the only thing I will be doing for the rest of my life.

But, If I can be specific, I'd prefer singing west end or broadway musical songs rather than pop songs or people my age love today! I have so many incredible moments while singing like this picture below..

Nutrition Month July 2012 

The day when I made the sun appear! (I am laughing so hard omfg) 

It was raining so hard that day, and then when I was in the middle of my song (Beautiful by: Christina Aguilera) the sun came out, I didn't notice it at first but then my friends were like "Gieanne omg you made the sun appear" and I was like "What are you guys talking about?" and ever since then, every time It's sunny they would blame me for singing too much. 

So anyways, I have so many memories when It comes to performing on stage, too many that I can't even enumerate it all. But, there was one more that I shall cherish for the rest of my life. A story that I will tell my children, my grandchildren or even my great grandchildren (if ever I'm still alive you know) is the day when I became part of my very 1st musical..... 

My friend Leann and Patrick (both of them are from the music department of our school, Leann's learning Piano while Patrick's learning the Violin) told me that there was a musical audition being held in the school's music department, and my 1st reaction was....."Since when did my school became interested in these kind of things?"  so anyways, they asked me If I was interested and of course I was interested! so I asked leann if she can bring me there so I can audition. My audition song was "The A-team by Ed Sheeran" but I did Birdy's version, slow and sophisticated. So, I went with my audition and I would say, it was a successful one. The teachers were pretty pleased and so am I. So after that, weeks later, the music department gave me a letter notifying that I passed the audition and letting my parents know that practices will be held every dismissal time and my Mother's reaction was priceless she told me "How did you even pass this audition? You don't even sing" Yes my parents doesn't know that I sing. So anyways, about the schedule my parents were really worried because it might be a barricade between me and my study habits but I wasn't worried, honestly, I know there was a lot of School works to do but if you know how to manage your time, there will be no problem or conflict at all. 

So anyways, Practice started mid of december, but It wasn't the main practice, it was workshop. Ms Celeste thought us all about concentration and acting, her main purpose was to make us feel more comfortable on our actions, no matter how stupid we may look. Out of all the days we've been in workshop there's one thing I learned from her and the other teachers....They don't give a flying fuck if you're the shyest person in the world, being on stage means bringing out the best in you. You have to feel your character, at the moment you're on stage, you're not you anymore, you're the character that you are playing. If you're playing Fantine for example and you're name is Gieanne, when on stage, you're not Gieanne but 

Fantine, the loving mother of Cosette who died on Act I in Les Miserables. 

So anyways, real practices started after christmas break and new year. Another teacher of us, Sir Josie taught us the choreography. The 1st choreo we've learned was the song "Jellicle Cats" from the famous west end musical "Cats" and I must say, I loved it. It's so classy and ballet type kind of dance. I felt it and I enjoyed learning it a lot. So, after a few weeks of dancing and singing, learning choreography here and there, learning new songs, they have put on the cast and I was Princess Jasmine in Aladdin, A mermaid in Little Mermaid,  Eponine in Les Miserables, Lisle in Sound of Music, and A soloist in Highschool Musical. It happened when Ms Celeste heard me sing the title of song of Sound of Music and said that I will sing 16 going on 17 alongside with Patrick, that day after rehearsals, Ms Javier called me and asked me to sing "A whole new world" for her and she loved it, and I was so happy with the look on her face, while I'm singing. Then before we went home, Leann was with me, I asked Ms Javier who will sing "On my Own?" Ms Javier said "Maybe one of the 3rd year students, why?" I was too shy to ask so I said nothing, then Leann blurted out and said "She wants to sing it!" and in my head I was like "Thank you, Leann!" then Ms Javier asked me to sing it for her, then while she's playing the piano in my head I keep on telling myself "This is it Gieanne, you'll have the chance to play Eponine. Don't screw this up!" I sang my heart out, all I know I ever thought about in that moment was "This is it, It's the 1st step towards what I'll become in the future" and after I sang, Ms Javier was like "Okay, you'll play Eponine!" and my heart was beating so fast, I was shaking and I almost cried of happiness. Leann, was like "Gieanne, I thought I was gonna cry back there! you were amazing!" and I want to cry, but I can't. 

So yeah, let's make this short. After weeks and days of practice, the month of February came and I am telling you shit is about to get down. Schedules of practices became hectic, we started bringing our costumes, teachers became more and more strict everyday, and all of us lost weight. 

And finally.....that day....that day came. February 16 2013. The night of our Musical and I am telling you it was a night that I will forever cherish. *hearts all over the page*  

Me as "Princess Jasmine from Aladdin" 

I guess my dream of becoming a Disney Princess came true. 

Me as "Eponine Thenardier from Les Miserables" 

Eponine is a character that I have a burning desire to play. It was great and it was a pleasure being her for one night.

So anyways, In the near future, If I'm ready, If I'm in the right age and If I'm already excellent enough to take west end or broadway stage by storm, I would do anything, under any circumstances to be part of any famous musicals. It's my dream and I don't want my dream to die, I want to fulfill it. If I will be like Ms Lea Salonga or Ms Sierra Boggess in the future, I can say that I've already made it. I can die happy. 

Singing is something that I would really love to do until the day that I rest in peace. I'd probably still be jamming to Phantom of the Opera or On my Own in Heaven. 

Sometimes, I want my life to become like Christine Daae (the girl from Phantom of the Opera) Some of you may think that I'll end up suffering, but no I would love to have my own Angel of Music and eventually, If I was Christine Daae, I'd marry Phantom. For goodness sake, who wouldn't want to end up marrying a man who trains you how to sing like an angel and makes operas where you star in it. It will be a pleasure loving Phantom. 

But anyways, there you go my passion for singing! I know all of us have passions, and that passion makes us the person we are today, If you haven't found your passion, don't worry....you'll soon find it. Maybe, it's already there and you haven't notice it yet. Try yourself to different things and you may discover that passion of yours. 

"Singing is a way of releasing an emotion that you sometimes can't portray when you're acting. And music moves your soul, so music is the source of the most intense emotions you can feel. When you hear a song and you're acting it's incredible. But when you're singing a song and you're acting it's even more incredible." 

-Amanda Seyfried

Ramin Karimloo

This is the most frustrating entry that I will write, because while writing this I am listening to Ramin's version of "Bring him home" and the rush of adrenaline, rushing through my body, I can't even explain properly what I am feeling right now. My emotions are fucking with me. I feel like crying because It's so beautiful. I don't know, I've gone mental for him. It's unhealthy.

I 1st fell inlove with Ramin is when I watched the 25th anniversary of Phantom of the Opera in Royal albert Hall and when I 1st heard his voice, I was wowed of how powerful and amazing his voice is. I can't even tell you how in love I was with his voice and after I've watched it my mind was like "I need to know his name, I have to search for his name" so I did, I went online and searched for "Phantom of the Opera 25th Anniversary cast" and then I saw....."Ramin Karimloo" Ramin, Ramin, Ramin....I can't even describe what I felt when I saw his face without the prosthetic and the mask. HE'S SO HOT. He's a great singer and a really good looking guy, what more can you ask?

So after that, I downloaded his album, and wow. I was literally shrieking, I don't know what to say, he sounds like an angel. Especially when he sang "Bring him home" oh my god it is fantastic, I can't even say it words. I was completely speechless everytime I am listening to him. He has a unique voice, It's the 1st time I ever heard someone sing like that. He can do musicals, he can do folk rock, he can sing anything.

I also learned that he's the original london cast of Love Never Dies (which is the sequel of Phantom of the Opera) He played Marius and Jean Valjean in Les Miserables, also as Enjolras in the 25th Anniversary of Les Miserables in the O2 arena in London.

I watched some of his interviews and he's so nice and very humble. He's pure perfection, I ain't even overreacting. If I ever met him in person or just hear him sing live, my life will pretty much be complete. I am putting that as #1 in my bucketlist, hearing Ramin Karimloo sing live, will sum up my life. (I'm so cheesy) but anyways, he's the best and I love him.

Love Never Dies (The Phantom sequel)

I've been watching this Musical for 3 weeks straight and I just want to tell someone how amazing this musical is, so I want to spoil it to all of you who are too lazy to watch it. I will also include the songs from every scene (the songs are all in red with "quotation marks", just click it if you want to listen to it) and personally, I would like to thank Andrew Lloyd Webber for creating my life. Thank you! *cries*

Prologue:
("Prologue")
Ten years after the big ass fire that took place in the Opera Populaire in Paris France. The Phantom (you know, if you haven't heard of him or haven't heard of Phantom of the Opera, cause you probably live under rock, he's the guy with the mask...ok? Search for him, too lazy to put a photo of him) is now responsible of "Phantasma" (it's a coney island amusement park, it's in NY) Despite being successful in all with his new life, he's still tortured with the absence of the love of his life Christine Daae and he's been longing for so many years to hear her sing once more. ("Till I hear you sing") She sent christine an invitation to perform in his Stage, performing one of his song. Christine was unaware that the Phantom was behind this, so she accepted his invitation and flew from Paris France to New York with her husband Raoul and her son Gustave.

Act I:
At Phantasma, Madame Giry (meg's mom, you know, the creepy old lady who's always wearing black. She scares the shit out of me, even in Phantom of the Opera) and all of the performers there introduce the wonderful sights of Coney Island. ("The Coney Island Waltz" ) Then Meg Giry (the blonde girl, who's christine's closest friend in the Opera House 10 years ago. They were both ballet girls before) has become entitled as the "oh la la" girl in the phantom's shows, which is produced by her mom, Madame Giry. She Peformed her song and wowed the crowd of Coney Island. ("Only for You, Only for Him")

Christine, Raoul and Gustave arrived in NY ("Christine Disembarks") and was surprised by tons of Paparazzi waiting for them. They are also greeted by the 3 circus freaks from the start of act one presenting the sites of coney island. They are greeted by them alongside a horseless carriage and took them to coney island ("Are you Ready to Begin?") Raoul is very angry at the things happening to them in NY and refused to play with his son Raoul, who keeps on asking "Father dear, come play with me" ("What a Dreadful Town") As Raoul is about to leave to get a drink from the bar. Gustave todl his mother that his father never plays with him and asked if his father loves him, Christine tells him to "Look with your Heart" to help gustave understand his father and what he's going through. Christine asked Gustave to go to bed and she will catch up with him a little while. As gustave left, Phantom arrives to see his beautiful Christine. ["Beneath a Moonless Sky" (I'm sorry, I don't have a dirty mind but this song is seriously about the time when the two of them had sex beneath a moonless sky)]  Anyways, they also reminisce that "Once upon Another Time" they thought that their love for each other has a big chance in succeeding. Gustave wakes up screaming and running towards his mother, saying he had a bad dream. ("Mother, Please I'm scared!") He met Phantom, which Christine introduced as her "Friend" (really Christine? a friend? you had sex goddamit but who will blame her, she's talking to a child) The Phantom, promised Gustave that he will show him all the wonderful sights of Coney Island or as Phantom said HIS WORLD. He asked Christine to sing one of his song, for one last time. Christine denies the offer, but Phantom said, if you don't sing, you will return to NY without Gustave. So Christine approves.

During Rehearsals, Meg met Christine and she was surprised and jealous when she found out that she will be singing. Raoul saw Madame Giry and learned that the Phantom was behind all of this ("Dear old Friend") The 3 circus freaks brought Gustave to "The Aerie" where he is greeted by Phantom. Gustave, asked Phantom if he can play his piano and played a melody that leads the Phantom to suspect that Gustave is his son. ("Beautiful") The Phantom revealed all the weird unearthly dark creatures and discovers that Gustave can see what he sees and finds it beautiful. ("The Beauty Underneath") Thinking that he wouldn't be terrified, he unmasked himself and was surprise of Gustave's horrific reaction. Christine comforts Gustave and asked him to go with Meg back to the hotel. Phantom made Christine confessed ("The Phantom confronts Christine") and finally Christine said "Once upon another time, you loved me and you left me, but that's not all, you left me with our son" (I am crying so hard, I don't even know what I felt at that moment when Christine said they have a son and it's gustave asdfghjkl)  The Phantom makes Christine swear that he will never tell Gustave that he is the real father and he said that everything that he owns will become Gustave's. Overhearing everything, Madame Giry was furious, feared that all of her works throughout the years was for nothing.

Act II:
("Entr'acte") 
In a bar, Raoul questions his marriage with Christine ("Why does She Love me?") After a while he is joined by Meg and tells him that He is found in a so called "Suicide Hall" of Coney Island where people end up when they don't know where else to go. She tells Raoul that he must go with Christine and Gustave. Meg left and Raoul told himself that he is not afraid with the Phantom, who is surprisingly hiding behind the bar pretending to be a bartender. (don't you dare mess with the motherfucking phantom cause this bitch is everywhere) and he made a deal with Raoul. If Raoul wins, he will pay all of his debts and will leave NY with Christine and Gustave, but if he lost he will leave NY alone, leaving the two behind. Phantom ends with his conversation with Raoul, leading Raoul to question Gustave's real father. ("Devil take the Hindmost")

("Heaven by the Sea (Reprise)") The 3 circus freaks (I'm sorry, I didn't get their names) advertises Christine's appearance at Phantasma. ("Ladies...Gents! Coney Island Waltz (reprise)") That night, Meg Performs her song ("Bathing Beauty") The audience once again was wowed by Meg, but Madame Giry tells meg that the phantom didn't watch her performance so it was for nothing. ("Mother did you watch?")

Before Christine's performance for the night ("Before the Performance") Gustave goes backstage, while Raoul asks Christine to leave and not sing for the Phantom if she truly loves him. When Raoul left, The phantom appeared and said that Raoul's love for her is not enough, that she deserves best. In that moment, Christine was taken back to the time where she has to choose between Phantom and Raoul in the Opera House. Phantom, Madame Giry and Raoul wondered if Christine will sing his song. ("Devil take the Hindmost (Reprise)") Christine performs the song to the crowd of Coney Island ("Love never Dies") while Raoul and Phantom are watching. Christine finished the song with thousands of people cheering for her astounding performance. After the Performance, she was greeted by Phantom and a letter by Raoul informing her that he left. ("Ah Christine") Gustave was missing and she became extremely worried ("Gustave...Gustave!") Christine thought that Raoul left with gustave but one of the circus freak informed that he left alone. Then Phantom suspects that Gustave was with Madame Giry because of her attitude towards him the past few days. Madame Giry said that she knows all about Gustave's real father, but said that he will never go near the boy. Then one of the circus freaks, said that she was passing through Meg's dressing room and saw a smashed mirror. Christine, feared for his son's life but Madame Giry said that meg won't do anything to the boy. Phantom already knew where Meg has gone.

At the Suicide Hall, ("Please Miss Giry, I want to go back")  Meg was about to drown Gustave when Phantom confronts her. She holds up a gun to her head so the Phantom will listen to her and confessed to him that the resources that Madame Giry has afforded him came from meg being a prostitute to influential men. The Phantom tries to calm her down, but guess what the phantom said to her........"Beauty sometimes goes unseen........WE CAN'T ALL BE LIKE CHRISTINE" (and then shit goes down) "Christine, Christine? Always Christine" while phantom's trying to reach the gun...........she accidentally shot Christine. (*sarcastically slow claps it out*) As Meg and Madame Giry went away to call for help, Christine revealed to Gustave that his real father is the Phantom, Gustave being terrified and shocked and all ran away. She also told the Phantom that his love for him will never die. (well this is just really depressing because, I was expecting that they will finally get together now that they have a son and raoul's gone, but no.....CHRISTINE HAS TO DIE. MY HEART I JUST) They have one final kiss and she died in the arms of the man that she truly loves. Gustave returns with Raoul who was silent and full of sorrow in his eyes. Gustave joins phantom and put his head on his Mother's lap. Gustave then went to Phantom and looks up to him, he took his mask but he didn't react (not like the 1st time where he went apeshit crazy) Gustave hugs Phantom, his real father. The curtain falls and the amazing musical ends.

ALL THE FEELS UGH YOU GUYS SHOULD TOTALLY WATCH THIS, READING THIS IS NOT ENOUGH, YOU HAVE TO WATCH IT OK WATCH IT. 

The Phantom and His Christine.

(Ramin Karimloo and Sierra Boggess -The Original London Cast)

"Love gives you Pleasure, Love gives you Pain, and yet when both is gone, Love will still remain. Once it has spoken, Love is yours, LOVE NEVER DIES, Love never alters."